*day 1...

when i woke up...

i just hope that today will be alright...

i took a bath and do my ussual stuff..

in the car...

i heard one song...

my spirit was like burned at that time...

i feel like...

Hey, i'm back to my oldself !!!!!!...

next stop, school...

i said to myself...

Sam!!...be strong and gentle....

i walked through the front door calmly...

Everything was ok untill she came...

i was just about to say "hi" to her....

when the school bells rang...

suddenly...

i feel like...

i lost my guts !!!...

i was too afraid to even look at her face...

then..

it was the start of today's crap...

the school itself ,never ever been as boring as today...

but..it was just one day....

there will be many more after this...

and....

i wonder when it stops...