*me ??...

Today...

i wake up noticing that this is all true...

ussually, when unpleasant things happen...

i woke up early in d morning...

and i realize...

that it was all just a dream...

but...

this is not just about a simple nightmare...

where u can wake up and suddenly its all over...

this is real...

i still can't believe it sometimes...

when i close my eyes...

i hope that...

i would just wake up and everything back to normal...

but...

i know God still have a plan for me...

and for her...

also for him...

anyway...

today was great...

the time i spent...

although it's a last chance...

i don't know...

maybe someday.....

let us put it this way....

i'm okay with u being with him...

as long as u're happy...

that's all...

no need asking me to forget bout u..

because...

as i say...

i'll bury it inside.....

i pray that....

may God bless you with the happy ending...

the very happy ending...

where u can feel...

that u're really loved....

but, sometimes....

i wonder...

if that guy is me.....